Today is the first day of the final 30kgs!
I've mentally made the switch. I'm going to do this. I've played around with 3kgs for the last 6 months now and I've had enough.
By Christmas I will be at a maximum ... 99kgs. I will do everything in my power (sensibly of course) to lose this last bit of weight and I will be going to Slimmer of the Year in 2007. This is it, I'm on my way!
I tracked today, the first time in god knows how long and omg I feel so empowered. I really do. It's stupid that I let myself get out of the habit! I didnt get through as much water as I wanted to but I've stuck to points - actually 23pts today. I even took Jack out for a walk in the rain when I got home. It wasnt a long walk but I bundled myself up in my beanie, gloves, scarf and gummies and off we went. It felt exhilerating - my face felt like it was going to fall off from the cold, but I felt ALIVE and man that feeling just has to be the best feeling on earth.
So I'm on track, its not just going to be a one day thing, I've got my friends, my colleagues and my family on side and together we're going to do this. Craig is going to yell at me when I turn into an empty headed animal food trough whopper (Monty Python fans will appreciate that one) and I'll probably pack a sad with him temporarily cos I know hes right and I'm wrong (which is usually the case anyway) - thats what I usually do when I'm feeling guilty. Think about it ... the only time you get really pissed when someone tells you something about your eating habits is cos you are feeling guilty cos they just busted ya! I'm my own worst enemy with that one!
Work is manic. My first day back after two weeks away and omg I was feeling completely overwhelmed and felt like I didnt achieve ANYTHING! Tomorrow I'm out of the office for the day facilitating a planning session and I'm going to have to be on my best behaviour! I'll be tracking tracking tracking and staying on focus. I'll take some fruit, yoghurt and a cuppa soup with me incase things turn to custard in terms of the catering.
Despite not drinknig all my water, I've been piddling like crazy ... mental huh?
I wont be weighing in until Friday I think - the magic diary fairies came along while I was away and filled it up for me! Not keen to jump on those scales, I just know its going to be hideous!
Monday, May 15, 2006
Super Slimmer Leenie is BACK
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4 comments:
Glad you are back!!! I know you can do it. I always feel once that first day of being back on track is achieved it seems to be easier to keep going. Well done Helena - you are on your way again:)
WOW you sound so positive and its just the inspiration I need at the moment........I'm slacking big time.
So, I am also going to start tracking again (along with you and Jo) as I haven't done it in a very long time and I bet it will show me where I am going wrong...thanks.
know just how u feel about those same 2 kilos...I have been working on mine since October and they GO. I want to reach my next goal. Hope your day was a good one and no problems that had to be handled with food intake.
You go girl.
Woooohoooo you sound so pumped and rearing to go hun! You will be in the double digit club in no time at all!
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