Rockstar : Supernova

wow I'm not into reality TV but this programme has got my attention. There are two outstanding people who I would expect to go neck and neck to the finals ... the south african girl Dilana and the Ozzie Boy Toby ... those guys rock. They have something special about their voices and they have something special about their prescence WOOHOO.

I went to physio yesterday and she gave me a deep tissue massage on my lower leg ... F&^% it hurtttttttttttttttttttt. Seriously, seriously hurt. Today it feels great! LOL *whew*

I went to the gym this morning, got up at 5 and slipped straight back into my old routine. Because of my archillies I'm not doing any leg work, just stretches and gentle biking, however I'm doing full upper body and ab workout and it feels great. Even after just three sessions, I've felt a whole mind shift happening within myself again. I "feel" stronger already. I absolutely love sweating like a pig and I love feeling all the muscles in my back move when I work it. My back would be my favourite muscle group to work. God it feels good.

OK so back to my goals ... hmmmmmmmm - still trying to work that one out. I've dragged a pair of jeans out of drawer. These jeans are 18 years old believe it or not and they say size 22 on them. Now size 22 - 18 years ago is quite different to size 22 today. They seriously look about a 16 LOL. Anyway when I first met Craig I wore those jeans, they were tight as back then but ... I'd like to get into the bloody things again. I can get them up my legs and thats as far as they go ... it doesnt look pretty. I'm not going to try them on again until my birthday in September. This has happend to me before. About 18 months ago I bought a pair of black pants off Trademe - they were really tight, I couldnt do the zip up, today I've had them altered twice and one of my weightloss buddies asked me if she could have them when I'd grown out of them. Well I'm almost ready to give them away.

I've found a goal for me and that is ...

Purchase Levis jeans in the States when I'm there in January. Real Levis jeans. I'm not into intentional public humiliation, so I want to be walking into a jean store over there and the shop chicks saying ... oh yeah you'd be a **inch waist and ** long fit leg ... or something to that affect. I do NOT want to walk in there and hear any sniggers coming from behind a counter. Plus my husband will be walking in with me and he'll be checking out my arse in Levis in the changing room. So REAL Levi's jeans in January.

*bites nails nervously*

now wouldnt that be fucking cool!