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didnt know what to call it, so there ya have it.

Sheesh its getting cold ... must be winter or something. I was out of the office all day today, training this morning and running a workshop this afternoon. Something is changing, I've got a feeling my weight is moving downwards again! Five people ... yes FIVE people today made the effort to compliment me on how good I was looking ... I feel like I'm walking taller and I'm doing the double take in the shop window thing again ... GOD I LOVE THAT FEELING! Now I havent been on the scales since last Monday week so I'm hoping that come next week when I meet up with Hamish again, it'll be all good news. Because of my cold this past week I missed my training session this week, in fact I havent been at MY gym since Tuesday last week. I did work out in Auckland but that was a week ago. I cant remember the last time I had a whole week off exercise. I have to admit I feel really good for it. I feel ready to get back there, so tomorrow morning thats exactly where I'm heading and I'm sooooooooooooo excited about!

Someone at work was saying in one of this weeks Woman's magazines there is an article about John Masters and the amazing thing he did with a womans face. The man is a legend, I cant wait to have him sculpt my body into something I wont even recognise. It really does seem to be getting so real now. I havent felt this excited about my journey since my triathlon and Abel Tasman walk ... just goes to show how focussed I can become when I've got a goal thats worth achieving.

Fresh fish tonight, it was bloody delicious. Now that its winter I have already recognised my old "habit" signals coming back and trying to haunt me ... those wonderful comfort food thoughts when its freezing cold outside and all I want to do is tuck into spaghetti on toast, macaroni cheese or a big fat munch out on fish n chips - not that those things are fundamentally bad in moderation they always seem so much more appealing when its cold outside and instead of eating ham or chicken salads you want something warming in your belly ... guess thats where the mug of green tea just has to suffice.

I'm in a dilema with clothes. Some of my work pants are really getting too big around the legs and bum ... at least I know where my fat is coming off from! I might have to move to skirts until the "bitter end" - I dont want to be forking out money now for clothes that I'll only be wearing for a few more months - but I'm in a professional job and I now have personal standards that I cant walk around looking like something the cats dragged in LOL - I dont care what anyone says, when you are wearing clothes that make you feel slim, your hair and make up is done nicely - you naturally walk taller, feel more radiant and confident and this in turn reflects in your communications and relationships with all those around you. Maybe I might just have to be happy with nice underwear for now? LOL My lovely bras ... all 23 of them are not quite fitting the way they used to ... unfortunately its not the size, but the cup size *tears* I wonder if John could build me some boobs as well as a bum while I'm under? I'm sure he could for another astronomical fee LOL

I've not exercised at all this week, but I have changed two things ... I'm getting to bed earlier (9:00pm) and reading (shock horror) and I'm drinking at least 3 ltrs of water a day again. Small changes, big differences.